Sunday, September 10, 2006

11:30 PM

Irrational Rationalisation

Always thinking about it... The whole damn shitty affair...

It saddens me to realise that I am still hung up over it. And the truth hurts all the same; no more, no less. With each passing day, I have slowly come to accept it, and made my peace with the situation. But deep inside my ailing heart, I am fully aware of my own failings... That I'd still love to take another chance, give it one more shot, should the opportunity arise.

Life goes on, but life is so fucked up. Poor academic qualifications, poor job start, poor financial security, and a screwed up relationship to top it all. There's little joy in life, apart from having a few great friends, and a bunch of warm, friendly and supporting colleagues.

I derive little pleasure from whatever consolation that is presented before me. Life is such a unfulfilling journey... Life is a bitch; what a fucked up bitch... Damn.

"It's always been you, Rach..." - Ross (Friends)

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